I've had it my whole life and after switching jobs every 5-7 years for decades realised it was some sort of genetic thing perhaps connected with my dads OCD
Total commitment until I figured something out… then not really too interested anymore because all that was left of it was the irritating monkey politics
He would collect stuff like a massive original jazz collection… then dump it at a record shop for a few hundred quid and start collecting opera stuff
Fortunately, real world engineering is a never ending problem covering a vast spectrum of subject matter so there's always something to squeeze our braincells
Being "afraid" of doing stuff tends to be anxiety related but I've never really been a sufferer, my dad has it really bad and wakes up shaking
I have noticed a fair number of folk around me have developed it since the pandemic and some have quite severely restricted their lives compared to previously
Thing is, nothing has really changed in the real world since before the pandemic and I try to explain that but it doesn't appear to help for anxiety sufferers
I just compare us with the pre-war brigade I grew up with and how they got through everything by bashing on regardless, two world wars, the great depression, spanish flu, no healthcare, no antibiotics, slum housing, 4 to a room etc so I consider myself to be super-lucky no matter what happens nowadays
Edited By Ady1 on 07/05/2023 09:09:16